so i'll say anything to make you laugh;

you think i'm silly but i'm sorry
i can't look you in the eye sometimes
(i feel it all over my body when you smile)

you can't get here fast enough;

I am a tiger, hidden stripes and sharp teeth.
& you cannot catch me, cannot touch me.
i run too fast.

a good start;

I am a girl who wants to understand.
I no longer want to drift aimlessly, letting the waves crash over me.
i want to turn the tides.